Tuesday, September 28, 2010

true love

so love. ive never been in love. i dont know what love is.
but i love love. i love the look people that are in love give eachother.
i love the cute facebook status updates and texts i hear people get.
i love how they proclaim there love for one another all the time.
i love how i hear people say 'i love you'.
i love love. i dont care who its between.
it could be between a girl and a boy.
a girl and a girl.
a boy and a boy.
people and pets. 
its still love, and nothing can come between that.
I ♥ LOVE

Sunday, September 5, 2010

blitz :DD

bliiiiiiiittttzzzzz!!!!!! 

bro what the flippen heck.
its facebook official. 
elevate high school blitz is coming to paraparaumu college on friday :DD
chaaaaaaaaaaahooooo.
bro its gonna be flippen amazing.
PC is gonna be saved in Jesus name. im like woaaah momma excited. my youth is coming to my college. my youth is gonna inspire my friends. my friends are gonna come to my youth and find my God!
im super pumped and expectant for what God has in store. :DD
 

muuuuusic (:

i have a passion.
a passion for fashion ;)
lol jokes im no bratz doll.
passion for music man, whaaaaat the heck. music is my escape. my sanctuary.
earphones in, music up, world out!


 some people believe in God ; i believe in music - 3Oseconds to mars.
well actually i believe in both so that kindof makes no sense :)
but hey its a flippen blog, it doesnt have to make sense '
music can always describe how im feeling , its amazing how only songs can explain what my mouth cant. its cute. i used to have to sleep in silence but now i need music to be playing :)
its great how everyone has different types of style ;
eminem - rap
hayley westenra - oprah 
acdc - rock
rihanna - hiphop
if you get my drift , some people enjoy heavy rock ; where as i enjoy peaceful music :)music make me looooose control :DD

Saturday, September 4, 2010

story time.

im pretty sure i love telling stories. its not a story a childrens book, but its a story from the book ;

okay so things at home werent all that great and i was not calm!
i decided to go for a walk, 
so i set off towards the river track. but the weather was like aaaah dark clouds, scary and i was keen to turn home. but then i was all like no girl, you need space. keep walking.
and i started crying because i was thinking about everything
- im a sensitive soul -
and i just needed to speak to someone. 
i saw a bench and just sat for ages, crying and thinking. 
and when i say crying i mean sobbing, loud, ugly kinda cry :)
and then the heavens opened and the rain was pouring down. cute. real cute.
after a while i just started shouting "GOD! i need you, where are you? your meant to have my back. why are you letting this happen?"
and legit, it was like something out of the movies, the clouds disappeared and the sun shone down on me.
and then God spoke to me, he was telling me i need to lay my life down for him, and that no matter what all my burdens and fears are nothing He cant handle. I just needed to trust in him, give myself up to him! It was good.




And trusting in Him made me think about a message from elevatecamp. PS Ben Prescott was telling us how our relationship with God is like a little kid being stuck in a tree, our father will always catch us, we just need to be willing to trust in Him and jump! so good!
but im sure some of you guys are like 'woah cool story bro, does care' but honestly it was amazing. Knowing that God has your back is the best feeling in the world. Jesus fully touched my heart that day.
Im keen for you to have the same feeling. 


Find jesus :D



My King

God ; the most beautiful word in the world. 
What the heck man, God is sooo good. He's my bestfriend, my provider, my saviour. I remember my first time in a christian church. arise represent. Me and maia were invited by Lillie and man was my life changed from them on. When PS Levi did the altercall i was harty to scared to put my hand up, but i had this feeling in my heart that i needed to go down. I went down with Chloe and was taken to a lil room where we could talk and pray. It was amazing. This feeling of relief and freedom came over me. I had finally been released from the devils firm grip. 
And here i am today. Two years on and still living for the one who gave his life to save mine. Its crazy how God has changed my life. If it wasnt for him i would probably be drinking every night and getting up to things i shouldnt. i was hanging with the wrong crowd, but woaaaah mamma am i glad i hopped of that train and Jesus Station. 
And man oh man do i go to the best youth in the world. ELEVATEYOUF! waaaaah be there. Its amazing. Some crazy cats go there, the skuxest youth of fire for Jesus since ages ago. 
I want the cross .

friendship

i have friends. i have alot actually. im very grateful to have such beautiful friends. 
friendship: Friendship is a personal relationship shared between each friend for the welfare of other, in other words, it is the relationship of trust, faith and concern for each other feelings.
i think if i didn't have my friends id be a wee bit lost. they have all been there for me when i have been down and are never fail to make me smile. a friend is a person who walks in when the rest of the world walks out. a friend will always be there to catch you, even if they're falling themselves. and im proud to say i have bestfriends that are guys, some say i shouldn't but its not about there gender its about how much they mean to you! 
i love how no matter what happens in a friendship, you always have eachothers backs. yeah friends fight and stuff but c'mon, its not like your never gonna be friends again. if you guys were really bestfriends you'd be fine by the next day. its good how forgiving my friends are because i've done stupid things in the past, but because i have friends like mine, it always gets forgotten. i never want to loose my friends. i love them. they bring me joy when im down and can take away the pain with a movie and some popcorn. im an extremely lucky girl to have friends like i do. 
 friends do crazy things together, but that's the best part. i'd rather be crazy with my friends than boring and alone. my friends are always around me, making me laugh. i love it. i love them.
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